believe in urself =)

i know this person fro 6yrs going 7yrs and we are frm senior junior relation to friend to bgr to he is my debtor to now stranger.

as time passes the both of us changed, but the change in him is faster den me.

recently he send me an sms asking me if i’m there, i ignored and he asked me if we are still friends and all after all this he called me using a private number and i answered cos i didnt know. he asked if i could help him and i reply him saying if its about money den no and he said he knew it and ask why i replied he should know the reason why is he getting this kind of reply/reaction frm a person who have no temper, lots of patients and seldom reject things. he replied saying tat he is sorry for everything tat had happen. i replied so? he said that everytime and things will still repeat itself wads the use? he also say tat after he settle his loan frm loanshark and will clear mine, i replied ya right when u need cash frm me u will say that when did it ever happen? get pay transfer me but i got nth, gov money in transfer me but i stil got nth how can i trust him? so wad he say 20/mth? all the words he sae will never happen after he got wad he want! i even told him that i’m not his personal atm my money dun come easy i work for it and when i needed help who is there to help me? no one wad i do is i will spend lesser and skip few meals when i feel abit richer den i will spend but i never ask frm ppl unless i really have no choice! and he replied saying that after he settled his he will help me..and i was like ha, i buy ur words i will be an idiot! a real idiot! i ended the call by saying if there is nth else bye dun call back or reply thanks.

today he msg me again asking if i could lend him $20 i ignored he sms again asking if i could, i ignored again..i wanted to fb msg sharon asking her to tell him tat if she could tell steven to stop smsing me and contact me cos i’m not an atm machine and it is really irritating. but after thinking while driving back frm dayi’s hse i decided not to fb msg her if i do that more trouble will be created, to save trouble ignoring will be best solution to it..

this post MIGHT be the last post here and this will be a mixture post =)

Firstly, tat idiot msg me saying sorry for everything that had happen but it got ignored by me cos his “sorry” cannot be trusted and i can say that i had enough of his nonsense frm the past 6 yrs and i Although this have happen quiet sometime back flared up at him till he have got nth to say which made me feel so gd! frm now on i will not be gd to ppl(selective) and i will learn to ignore and say no to ppl too…cos i have given up/lost so much things cos of other ppl! time to treat myself better.

no matter what i still wanna thank him for being there for me to cheer me up and encourage me that helped me to survived thru met 3 yrs in lasalle although there is 1 more yr to go which i have to be independent. And for the past 6yrs for leaving me some memory that when i recall it made me smile and miss those times but all those are in the past..although there are times that they will still flash pass my mind when passing by places. would like to tell u that thank you for making me see ur personality clearly and being my consultant for the past 3yrs and 6yrs of whatever ship u consider us as be it friendship or bgr, it doesnt really matter already..your ‘sorry’ is no longer effective to me as u have said it too many times and things have been repeating i’m tired of all this and i had enough…wish u all the best for ur future and last long with sharon.

羅志祥 10001 concert in hk was high and awesome although i’m not there but frm the vids frm sfc i can feel it tat it was high and awesome! when dance soul + show = awesome concert, high concerts and they are perfect group!

dance soul with 吳君如

dance soul and 羅志祥 hwaiting!

school starting in 14days~! i’m not ready for it and my 10 design issues are still wondering somewhere would u help me? leave an issue by commenting on this post =) thanks in advance..hehe…

羅志祥 bd is coming(heck abt james c.’s bd =X)